Sometimes I do feel my life is a complete treat. I enjoyed my childhood in a join family with 5 extremely lovable brothers/sisters. College life was even smoother. I got few great souls as friend in my life. I started my professional life with a big head company. Got writing skill as a gift from god and also got AH Poetry and Solitary Retreat as platforms where I could improve and explore my abilities and skills. Most amazing thing happened this year when I married a girl with whom I wanted solely in my life. I got such an amazing parents who supported me whole my life just to make me what I am today.
But, today, the morning is looking annoyed. A serene isolation I am feeling around. No morning Aggarbatti Fragrance is pampering me, No bells are ringing, No washing machine is roaring, no cooker is whistling. The room is as empty as the sky after heavy rain.
My mom used to wake me up with a kind pamper, my father used to wait for me on tea table till I recover myself from my sleep, my grandfather used to wish me good morning in such a warm way that anybody and everybody feels refreshing. Those days were still alive somewhere in my heart.
Yes, I am missing my parents, my longitude and latitude. Yes I am missing them badly, in every breath and every beat. I used to tease and irritate my mom but today that is irritating me. I used to tease my father but today that is making me angry. I have become a responsible man but with fear and isolation. Life is a real joke, you start walking with a hope of getting better scenes ahead and suddenly you find a curve that sails you to the point from where you have started your journey.
What is the use of a life full of pocket but with empty mind, what is the use of life with full of opportunity but no fortuity. But that is how we take birth, that’s how we grow and that’s how we learn. Life without parents is like living in a well of dark, no matter what direction you choose, you will surely hit your head on the wall. You feel like you are inside womb where you just can use your hands and heart.
In our entire life we try finding solution but we often ignore the hidden message from god:-“Soul-Is-Ur-sun”. We always try to wake up our mind but we always ignore and forget to wake up our soul. That is why we feel Isolated, with no soul. but I feel, someday, somehow, I will find that bell, that serene pamper, that classic touch that will wake my soul up.
Missing you mom and dad, USA is not a different planet I know but yes now it’s a total different life. And I am living it rather trying to live it and thanks to my wife Kavita for being a light and ladder, thanks to her for being always there with me.
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~Maulik Trivedi
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nice post..:)
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