Voices Without The Body!!

Sometimes I do feel my life is a complete treat. I enjoyed my childhood in a join family with 5 extremely lovable brothers/sisters. College life was even smoother. I got few great souls as friend in my life. I started my professional life with a big head company. Got writing skill as a gift from god and also got AH Poetry and Solitary Retreat as platforms where I could improve and explore my abilities and skills. Most amazing thing happened this year when I married a girl with whom I wanted solely in my life. I got such an amazing parents who supported me whole my life just to make me what I am today.

But, today, the morning is looking annoyed. A serene isolation I am feeling around. No morning Aggarbatti Fragrance is pampering me, No bells are ringing, No washing machine is roaring, no cooker is whistling. The room is as empty as the sky after heavy rain.

My mom used to wake me up with a kind pamper, my father used to wait for me on tea table till I recover myself from my sleep, my grandfather used to wish me good morning in such a warm way that anybody and everybody feels refreshing. Those days were still alive somewhere in my heart.

Yes, I am missing my parents, my longitude and latitude. Yes I am missing them badly, in every breath and every beat. I used to tease and irritate my mom but today that is irritating me. I used to tease my father but today that is making me angry. I have become a responsible man but with fear and isolation. Life is a real joke, you start walking with a hope of getting better scenes ahead and suddenly you find a curve that sails you to the point from where you have started your journey.

What is the use of a life full of pocket but with empty mind, what is the use of life with full of opportunity but no fortuity. But that is how we take birth, that’s how we grow and that’s how we learn. Life without parents is like living in a well of dark, no matter what direction you choose, you will surely hit your head on the wall. You feel like you are inside womb where you just can use your hands and heart.

In our entire life we try finding solution but we often ignore the hidden message from god:-“Soul-Is-Ur-sun”. We always try to wake up our mind but we always ignore and forget to wake up our soul. That is why we feel Isolated, with no soul. but I feel, someday, somehow, I will find that bell, that serene pamper, that classic touch that will wake my soul up.

Missing you mom and dad, USA is not a different planet I know but yes now it’s a total different life. And I am living it rather trying to live it and thanks to my wife Kavita for being a light and ladder, thanks to her for being always there with me.
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~Maulik Trivedi

Morning Muse!!

From the window of a hopeful eye, what I see? I just check and confirm whether the light has appeared in the sky or not? The clicking clock, the buzzing tunes, the sun light wakes me up every day. I never try and ask my soul, I never talk to my subconscious; what are their definitions of morning. I am so dependent upon the light and so are you. Often in the bed, our subconscious wakes up our mind and we get up just to confirm whether the sunlight is there or not and if not? We wait and wait till the light appears. We make the subconscious wait along with us. We increase the eagerness to have light but we often ignore life-soul by doing that. We have miss out the beauty of empty road, naughtiness of morning breeze often just in hope of having light soon.

The isolated soul in the dark tunnel will never find the way… soul will eagerly try and find the light and that will often misguide him. Why can’t we just follow what our soul says and not our brain? Darkness has always made us scared, weak, dependent. We are so aggressive at darkness. No matter how strong our will power is to chase the destination, we often lose our strength, the moment we lose light and by doing that we often forget that the life is still there, the strength is still there, the commitment is still there, the soul is still excited to chase, to race. Light has won our civilization that we just don’t use light as reference but as life and by doing that we are ignoring the hidden meaning of light(lie-it) and what we receive from light is life(lie-if) but it is not the case with soul of strength. It helps us to refresh (re-phrase).

Recall your childhood memories when you were a baby. We used to wake up early in the morning and play with darkness, but with helplessness. We used to cry and cry till somebody comes and take us out in the air. Situation is no different, our soul used to cry in the morning but we can’t hear but we can feel and probably, that’s why we find our eyes blurry in the morning.

I am not against light and its beauty my friends; I am just against the dependency that we have created on it. Leave your bed, go to your balcony early in the morning or at midnight and just see the things you usually see when having light. Just feel the darkness. The same old roads, the same shadowed trees, the same vehicle honking but still the beauty, you find it unseen, unexplored. You will talk via soul not via mind. It may bring thrill but it will for sure keep your soul alive, dancing, and full of strength. Listen, the bells are dancing along with cow in the dark; listen to the morning AARTI drums, the conch is calling you, they are giving you a wished life.Try it-get it.

“It’s good to have less hope than to become hopeless”
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~Maulik Trivedi

From The Pages of my Diary!!

"This is one of my recent experience at the Flight. This’s my seat, that is yours”, the young boy carelessly shouted. I apologized and vacant HIS seat and went to MINE.
Flight took off and my eyes started flying with the Flight. Everything was so beautifully normal but suddenly…
I saw, streets were no longer visible, what I could see is land with green and yellow patches. With increasing distance my curiosity also increased. Eventually cities converted into a nation. Finally Clouds covered the land and painted my vision with blue and white.
Time doesn’t stop for anyone and I am no different, Flight reached the destination and distance between me and the land started reducing. Again the green and yellow patches appeared, which was further divided into cities, and city was distributed into streets and everything was visibly distributed between MINEs and YOURs.
From the up in the air, earth is united but the moment we get closer we start distributing lands, cities, streets, houses, rooms, people and above all hearts into mine and yours. My city-your city, my area-your area, my house-your house, my room-your room, my life-your life and above all my god- your god. How divided our minds and hearts are !!
We humans have become so selfish that we have divided our parents also. Can’t we just live the way God used to see from eternity? And if you really want to divide something, divide someone’s pain, problem. Share happiness and prayers. Just rotate the “I” and you will get the bridge that connects heart; that connects you with the Almighty; that connects souls.

Still, Its MY opinion, it may be different than YOURS !
Think About It.

~Maulik Trivedi

Blinks Of Darkness!!

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The crowded road is being observed by two anonymous annoyed eyes. The colourless shadows are intersecting each other’s ways. The mirage on the road is being crushed by timeless souls rushing towards the nothingness. I am the white dashed line separating the two opposites from each other.

Darkness is knocking doors of sparkles of my eyes. Every sunset is not the shine of stars but dark of the moon. I am not dealing with any unwanted situation; neither with people nor with life but with my own mindless heart and heartless mind.

I have always believed that I am the luckiest soul surrounded by millions of pure souls ready to support me for any bad or good. I have had a reason to feel proud of being a listener for people. I have had a reason to feel happy for the consideration I was cherishing from my surroundings. But, sometimes it’s not about how worthy are you, it’s sometimes about where exactly you are standing. For example, zero is worth if placed after digit one and not before.

Not always people, whom you find uncontrollable, sometimes it’s your own soul that irritates you. Trust me, the most difficult person you have to deal with on this earth is your own soul; you own subconscious. You cannot be a listener of your own problem. Just try and sit alone in an isolated room you will face the real of your character. No matter how hard you attempt to portray your image in front of world, end of the day it makes you feel scary in aloneness. That is why mirrors show us exact opposite of what we try too see. That It Why The Call It Mirror (Me--err)
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~Maulik Trivedi

From The Pages Of My Diary!

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I have found the way, the lost way to eternity. Somewhere down the town I found a diversion towards a darkness but a visible anonymity. I could see the road-the guided line towards my eternity. There were no lights sparkling but, I could feel the sparkle in my eyes. The child is now young enough to accept the challenges and old enough to treat them seriously. The legs were furious. The wind was rejuvenating. I was still on my journey towards eternity. Every turn has brought me a bump, a bump of hope. Where I could take a pause for a while to pamper my dreams, my only wealth. The giggling tomorrow is still waiting for unbiased today to complete its role. The sun was still heating inside the lap of generous moon. I was the same, and so was my way of treating my journey, but something has changed, and that’s my time for sure.

Far at a sight I could see a peak, an Old Mountain with rashes on its body and with white head, the old weak mountain but with a strength of hope. Waiting for me. Expecting me to be with him, to pamper him, to feed him with a life call talks, with energy called togetherness. It was my illusion, the mirrored me, my caged subconscious was waiting for me. I think that’s where my eternity ends, my horizon is visible now. The time is still a present, and not a past. The mountain was sad showing me his shadowed side, and I was busy showing him his back where sun is pouring countless rays of hopeful lights.

No matter how dark you find you sight at times, it’s your ultimate wish that never let your vision diluted. Time never provide you binocular glasses that shall help you to bring your destination nearer to you. No time is not an illusionist, rather time will give you a sight like ARJUNA, which will remove all the nonsense things except of your destination and make the vision a desirable, delightful destiny to cherish.

The road it always dark when you see it but if you see where it ends, you will always find lightless clarity, we call it Horizon-God named it HORIZON (Hope-arises-son).
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~Maulik Trivedi

Life!!

Life!
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Life is not a book you can read sitting on a chair on sunny Sunday; it's more like that missing page from the same book which actually holds and steals the secret!
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Life is not an ancient bottle you found somewhere on a treasure hunt trip from which someday a genie will come out to fulfill all your wishes, it's more like that last drop still reside in the cold drink bottle that tempts you to have it no matter what!
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Life is not that glass of cold water which can save you in extreme heat, it more like a lake of mirage that always fooled you when your throat gets dried out.
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Life is not those foot prints you leave behind while walking on sea shore that follow you, it’s more like those waves rushing furiously towards you and wash your foot prints.
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Life is not the feeling of peace when the cold waves touches your legs, its more like the horrible shock when they actually try to pull you inside.
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Life is not a protected room that will save you from heavy rain, its more like that broken umbrella which you think is protecting you from the front but silently making you wet from your back.
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Life is not a not comfortable hammock which makes your journey comfortable, it’s more like that stupid tire which used to get punctured when you are on a vacation.
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But, truly life is a magical shock. It just like a mirror. Always shows opposite of what you are actually expecting it to show.
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No matter how harsh life sometimes bring to us, it always teach us something. When life takes exam, you will either achieve success or experience you never fail.
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Life is a teacher if you want to learn; but it is a torture if you are expecting a U-Turn.

Never leave you journey half done no matter what comes because someday somewhere at some point of time, life will give you a right turn which will convert your wished dreams in to visible reality as a gift they call it present.

So be a Learner and perform like a stunner.
Always Sparkle
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~Maulik Trivedi